Want

I don’t know how to explain what I want recently.

I want a stable job, but I need more money.

I want a steady boyfriend, but I don’t want to make the effort it takes to have one.

I want a temple marriage, but sometimes I want to live a different kind of life.

I want to finish school, but I never want to go.

I want to stand up for what I want, but I don’t want to be disliked.

I want to be organized, but I don’t want to sacrifice my free time to do it.