I'm on lortab right now so me making sense is subjective. I just watched Georgia Rule and it was pretty messed up. Not sure why the movie was rated R. I guess it was fairly mature. But it had to do with things that happen in real life. It didn't say the F word too much and I think CSI or Law & Order could give it a run for its money in terms of maturity. Maybe they are finally crackin down on the rating system. Whatever.

I miss Trishelle. I got a really cute email from her today with a Paint document that illustrated our distance right now versus a month from now. There were pictures of us in each category: one of each of us alone in our respective locations on a US map, and several of us together and having fun in the shape of Utah. Oh, how I wish she was here. My bed feels empty without her.... Which brings me to my next point.

I love sleeping with other people. Okay, stop thinking scandalous. I only mean that sleeping next to another body is just so comforting. There is life next to me, it is living and breathing the same air as I am, while in the most vulnerable, unconscious position, and it feels safe enough to be doing so. I am usually able to reciprocate that which makes me feel secure. I sleep too hard to have favorites, but I love sleeping with Trishelle and Devin the most... Probably because they both stick to their side of the bed, but they're still there and that's the point. Don't get me wrong, I like sleeping with the cuddly ones... Well, I like sleeping with some cuddly ones. Most cuddlers, I just don't have sleeping chemistry with, and I want to push them away. I have met a few cuddlers, however, that I actually want to cuddle with. It honestly is hard for me to go an entire night without cuddling with them. I think I want to sleep with my husband twice before we get married. In a non-sexual way. Is that possible? Debateable, but I'm going with yes. It has to be. Or else how am I going to know how good of a sleeper he is? Forget about sex, I can train. But is sleeping style something we are born with? Is it something we learn? Does it say anything about us- integrity, personality, trustworthiness? Can we change styles based on the ones around us? Why do we sleep better with certain people than with others?

I wanna know. Maybe this will be my quest this week. I do have an awfully lot of time since I've taken off a month from school. Maybe ill give this blog thing a shot.

Anyway, off to bed.

Work wonders.

Jh
Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile